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Love and it’s consequences…
Acknowledge it’s there and there could be severe repercussions, and if you don’t the same thing becomes a problem… I don’t know what I’m going to so…I cannot tell if these feelings were here when we became close friends or if they are new…I can’t tell if I’m even allowed to have them. Is it appropriate? I need him in my life and I keep treading carefully in fear of losing him or his friendship…can we even go back to being friends? Ugh the conflicts… I wish it was easier. I just don’t know what to do right now. I haven’t felt this way since high school. And the best part is I know that a semblance of what I’m feeling is mutual which if you know me is a change of pace (Aka Keith)…my friends are all telling me to fall…but something is holding me back and for once it is for all the right reasons…I can’t lose him. Especially If it were my fault…
This is what I’ve been struggling with…it’s difficult to let yourself be happy when you are so used to being hurt…
Love,
Victoria Hall -
